Allinnia

You love the way that I “seem”,

but it doesn’t matter.

You find the “interesting” in me,

but I don’t know why.

I held out on my life for a dream…

and it shattered.

The things I learned were all and in-between,

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I’m sitting here thinking about the times we spent together … baby

Looking at our pictures, wondering how I fucked up something that answered my wishes

When I’m lying here all alone, I know that I’m not home Read the rest of this entry »

Whoa yeah…

No…
A few times I’ve grown,
many times I died.
Most times I’m alone…
always inside.

Two Hearts, mine blind…

simple and kind.

So I thought, before I came into the light…

and it shown, like a thousand suns….

washing every ray upon me.

Washing every ray down.

Pour…Pour…Pour…Pour….

Splendid imaginings,

washing over me…

tracing the very air I breathe.

What’s become of me?

Is it instinct?

Or is something that I can’t perceive?

Pour…Pour…Pour…Pour…

I made you up in my mind to cope,

but I don’t know you…

I’ve never known you.

I had to make something that would soothe my soul,

but I still don’t know you…

I’ll never know you.
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