Reflections on E.W.
Beautiful words...from a fucked up mind.
For all that it's worth, I could end my life...tonight.
But I would be remiss if I should leave this world.
But you were an obsession...you were my world.
I've carried you ever since I was a child, confused and defiled.
They tore out my innocence but they were wild.
I've seen you in a light bulb,
felt you on the grass,
barefoot on an open spread,
where I've stood waiting...waiting for you.
But God did not deem me worthy of any self respect.
It destroyed my only one true hope and threw it back...at me.
You saw me beaten and broken, I was dead...
and if I would try to end my life, would I fade away?
I've felt you in the life I've lived,
put you in my most obscene acts,
lying naked on a satin bed,
where I've been waiting...waiting for you.